Failure

Ugh man, here we are again. I need to get on it. I am sick and tired of being the big guy. I am going to be dating and getting married again someday and they should not have to put up with this. I need to lose weight and become the person I see inside. I keep getting distracted and I let life get in the way. I need to stop doing that. When I get hungry I am going to turn on Arthur Boorman's story or Tim Bauer. I need to stop. I need this so bad and its time I become accountable for it. I don't know how but I'm going to figure it out. I need to be able to run up the stairs without being out of breath. I'm done with it. So here we go again. I need to take it one day at a time. I need to do something to get me motivated. I'm 26 years old, and it’s not the time to look like this, I am in the prime of my life. I can't even find a picture I want to use because every single one I am looking up to avoid my fat double chin. Man... I get so mad at myself and I'm tired of my clothes not fitting right and struggling to even get my shoes on. HOW DID I LET THIS HAPPEN?!?! I wasn't supposed to get like this, but it sure creeps up on you. SO here we go again. 

Not giving up!

I know it has been awhile since I blogged. I have not given up. The entire month of january i had an injured back and did not work out at all. Even though i wasn't working out i still was still down 20lbs because of the paleo diet. I have worked out 2-3 time a week in february. I am back at it and trying to hit it. I don't want to let my readers down, My coaches down, and most of all me. I am finding the movements getting easier. I can even strap myself into the rowing machine... with some struggle but i can do it. I am trying to stick to mostly paleo but mostly i am making healthier choices. I know this is going to be tough but i'm doing this for me. Soon we'll have a youtube video for a Crossfit revolution. that some of us in the gym are doing. I am very excited! As i get to know everyone in my gym it gets easier to go. As i can do more it gets easier to go. I seem to be prone to injury right now and i may have to take a little time to heal but i am figuring out ways to make it heal faster. Well thats all i have for now. Thank you guys for all your support and encouragement.
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