Ugh man, here we are again. I need to get on it. I
am sick and tired of being the big guy. I am going to be dating and getting
married again someday and they should not have to put up with this. I need to
lose weight and become the person I see inside. I keep getting distracted and I
let life get in the way. I need to stop doing that. When I get hungry I am
going to turn on Arthur Boorman's story or Tim Bauer. I need to stop. I need this so bad
and its time I become accountable for it. I don't know how but I'm going to
figure it out. I need to be able to run up the stairs without being out of
breath. I'm done with it. So here we go again. I need to take it one day at a
time. I need to do something to get me motivated. I'm 26 years old, and it’s
not the time to look like this, I am in the prime of my life. I can't even find
a picture I want to use because every single one I am looking up to avoid my
fat double chin. Man... I get so mad at myself and I'm tired of my clothes not
fitting right and struggling to even get my shoes on. HOW DID I LET THIS
HAPPEN?!?! I wasn't supposed to get like this, but it sure creeps up on you. SO
here we go again.
